Life is Unexpected

I never thought after school life would be tough. Not just about studies, but life in general. Especially when it comes to relationships, or having feelings for someone. I always thought it was easy, but today i see many people having this problem called "a one way thing". A one way thing is just as painful as break ups. I have friends who emo until they have no mood for anything and some that are strong enough to move on with life. We may see many couples around now a days, but no matter how many couples we see, the chances of liking someone that will like you back is not very high. This is based on what i 've seen and experienced.

Since after high school life has been tough for me, especially when it comes to boy girl relationships. Well mine was not really a relationship but something did happen. At first i liked a guy who did not feel the same, of course i have to try to move on. Thank God i did. Next i met someone, who treated me really nice, sweet and it just feels good. But how unlucky after a while things changed. It felt more like being played? So yeah... and now... there's another one, that made me like him. But i strongly doubt he feels the same about me, so therefore i have to try to let go too. I know people say dont give up so easily, but its better to give up now then having more feelings for him and harder to let go later on.

I had a conversation with a good friend of mine, the things he said woke me up. Later on in the night i had another conversation on the phone with my younger brother. He told me a lot of things, and he kept repeating "guys are bad people, they are meant to cheat girls". That caught my attention. So guess what? From now onwards, i'm not going to be so easy on guys, ok i believe not all guys are like what my brother has told me. But guys/assholes that cheat girls to get into their pants or just for fun? F*** you! Sorry i dont usually swear, is just that i'm so fed up with assholes like that. What did girls do to deserve this? I know some girls played you in the past but that's HER. Every girl are different dammit! Even though i was played but i still dont play guys. Gosh you guys have no heart!

That's all for tonight, will update it soon! =)